Sunday, March 13, 2016

Hugged by God

Hugged by God
I was born in Romania where my dad and grandfather were planting Christian churches. At age four I said the prayer asking Jesus into my life. That is when I started noticing others besides myself. I would write, Jesus Loves You, on scraps of paper and leave for people to find.
In 1984, my dad felt his days were numbered in Romania, then ruled by the communists. He moved our family to California. I was eleven and attended local public schools. I was graduated from Cal State Haywood with a premed major. I had a change of focus and received a Masters in Divinity from Fuller Theological.
In 2010 I was a broken man. My career as a police officer  ended when I was permanently disabled in a scuffle while apprehending a suspect. My wife and I were divorced after twelve years of marriage. I was totally depressed.
To get back on track I decided in September 2011 to pray and fast. I tried it for a day. Nothing changed.  I fasted and prayed for three days. Nothing. Then I fasted for seven days, no change. and finally I had only water for two weeks. Nothing changed, I was still depressed.
In October I attended a prayer retreat with other members of the Lighthouse Church. While on my knees I said to God, "I tried on my own and nothing is going right," I was crying. "Lord I surrender to You. My life is yours."
I heard, "I love you. I've always been here."
I don't know how to adequately describe what happened next, I felt I was being lifted up while still kneeling There was a bright light of many colors in front of me and the light wrapped around me. I sensed I was being hugged by God. I was overwhelmed by love and peace beyond description. It was a freeing experience. Everything became peaceful.
I felt I was born into eternity.
"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God." (Matthew 5:8)

Daniel Ploscaru                                                                                                                          Freemont,CA

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